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[fifthdream]

How many times will i see someone fall from a train and into the snow on tv this month? It's been three so far.


And i've been filling out surveys and not posting them, but here are three that were kind of interesting. Learn about:

-the weird things i put on grilled cheese sandwiches
-the Hiro-like superpowers that saved me in a car wreck
-the only three yellow things in my bedroom
-and the three "celebrities" i'd allow to buy me dinner and a movie...

1.When you want to have "you" time, what do you do?
Play video games, watch anime, read, draw... bascially what i do in my spare time, anyway.

2. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
::shrug:: Not especially UNcomfortable... I'll answer most things...

3. Have you ever cried and didn't know why?
Mmmm, not that i can remember.

4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
Ehh, not sure i ever have been, but i was happier a few years ago.

5. Have you ever found someone of your same sex sexy?
I... don't believe so. I mean, the "sexiest" i ever found a guy was like... "oh, i'd rather look like him than myself", and that's not really thinking someone is "sexy. ;P

6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
Yeah. I've had them work out and become long-term and local, and last longer than a lot of marriages do these days, so... It happens.

7. What did you do at your lowest point in life?
I pretty much shut down and dealt with it by not dwelling on it.

8. What brought you back from that?
My family.

9. Have you ever envisioned your own wedding?
Not really. Never cared about weddings. Marriage is one thing. The ceremony doesn't mean anything to me.

10. When is the last time you personally made someone else cry?
::shrug:: It's probably been about a year.

11. The last time you were kissed, where were you?
The apartment in NC.

12. Do you eat a healthy diet?
Relatively.

13. What part of your looks are you the most complimented on?
C... omplimented? What's that?

14. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends?"
Yeah, it's possible.

15. Would you attend any of your ex's funerals?
Um. Probably not. It'd be kinda awkward to explain who i was to certain people, at a time like that, you know?

16. In fact, how many exes do you have?
Ehh, i say three now, but there are technically more.

17. Would you be able to date someone who had a kid with someone else?
Yeah.

18. When is the last time you were on a vacation?
When i was five.

19. Do you make your bed every day?
God, no.

20. Are you too shy to tell people when you're developing feelings for them?
Yep. Absolutely. I don't think i've ever told anyone first. So, you know, you'd better admit your feelings for me now, or you may be waiting forever. ::waits::

21. Do you use the Internet or television more?
Equally, probably. I mean, i use the COMPUTER more, but that doesn't always involve the internet.

22. Have you ever worn black nail polish?
Hah, yes, frequently and often. ;P

23. How much older than you is the oldest person you've kissed?
Um. Have i kissed anyone older than me?

24. How much younger is the youngest?
Ummm.. ::calculates:: How old was that one girl in the.. hmm. I have no idea. :x

25. Which celebrity have you been compared to most?
Ummm. None?

26. Do you have romantic feelings for anyone, and if so, do they know?
See 20. And chances are, if i do, i wouldn't even know, myself.

27. What are your plans for your future?
Um. Plans. Yeah.

28. Do you want to be in a relationship right now?
Sure, but... That takes another person doesn't it?

29. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
If it was my decision and not something forced on me, sure.

30. Have you ever done any acting on stage?
Just school plays they made us participate in as a kid.

31. Do you like being in pictures?
Not particularly. (Funny, i just remembered i have a picture of myself with the person i stole this survey from, with like 5 other people. ;P)

33. Have you ever been more attracted to a significant other's sibling than them?
Nope.

34. What is the last fun you did?
Played EarthBound before bed this morning. Tonight i had fun watching TV. Usually it's kind of a chore sitting through shows i watch, just because i'd rather be done with it and doing something more fun, or rather, less passive.

35. Do you enjoy romance?
Ehh, it can be nice, but it's certainly not something i require out of life.

36. Do you tend to fall for people easily?
Hmm. No. I'm very picky. But once i do, it's really quick, and strong.

37. Have you spent more time in your life single, or in a relationship?
Single.

38. What person in your family are you the most like?
My sister.

39. Are you quick to start a fight?
Not at all.

40. Have you ever put anything other than cheese in your grilled cheese?
Oh, yes. Ham. Various lunch meats. Jelly (yes, jelly, the kind made of fruit. Apricot is especially good in grilled cheese). I almost always put in onions and horseradish.

41. What are you studying in school?
School is... what, again?

42. Do your parents really know YOU?
Ehh, i dunno.

43. Have you ever felt invincible?
The one time i was in a car that hit a deer at 40 mph and it literally felt like time slowed, and i disappeared for a few seconds and came back once the car had stopped. And though the windshield was shattered, and the car stopped in the middle of evening fast-moving traffic, and that i wasn't wearing a seatbelt, i was entirely unharmed. It was totally a Hiro moment.. stiffen up, grit my teeth, and disappear... (My friend, the driver, however got some glass in her face and chest, nothing serious... But considering the deer's antler somehow passed through the windshield, and through the space where her head should have been, and ended up in the back seat, without her sustaining any more injuries than some glass in her skin, i'd say she's pretty invincible, too.)

44. Where is the last place you went?
Can't remember.

45. Do you get along well with your siblings?
Yes.

46. Would you rather be cheated on with someone who your significant other had broken up with already or with a stranger?
Neither, but I would have to say that with the former, I would just feel disgusted because I think that's pathetic, and the latter, I'd just want to destroy someone. <-Kept, because it's pretty much true.

47. Do you feel like you've got some growing up to do?
People might say so, but i think it's more "grown up" to not care what others think about the way you live your life, or what you enjoy doing. Or, rather, it's more "grown up" to realize what you like, to do the things you enjoy, and not worry if it's not in accordance to some timeline people made up for everyone else's lives eighty years ago, and to live your life by it, even if it's not what makes you happy.

48. Do you like to dress up?
I suppose, but i don't have much of a chance to go places where i can dress up as i like to.

49. Have you ever loved someone so much that you lost who you were because of it?
Not particularly, though i did go out of my way for that person a little more than i should have.

50. What is the last thing you think before bed at night?
"Take the glasses off..."

1. Is your second toe longer than your first?
Looks even to me.

2. Do you have a favorite type of pen?
Yeah, i like thicker ball point pens best, but i tend to use pencils a whole lot more often. Actually, i write with sharpies on blank discs a lot more often than i write anything with a pen.

3. Look at your planner for March 14, what are you doing?
Plan...ner? <- Kept.

4.What color are your toenails usually?
Toenail color.

5. What was the last thing you highlighted?
"Toenail color."

6. What color at the curtains in your bedroom?
At = are. Black.

8. Have you ever had a black and white cat?
Nope.

9. What is the last thing you put a stamp on?
Um. I sent a package to someone a few weeks ago... and haven't heard from them since. :\

10. Do you know anyone who lives in Wyoming?
Nope.

11. Why did you withdraw cash from the ATM the last time?
I didn't.

12. Whose is the last baby that you held
Jeez. No idea.

14. Do you like Cinnamon toothpaste?
Never tried it, but i love cinnamon mouthwash.

15. What kind of car were you driving 2 years ago?
One with wheels and an engine.

16. Pick one: Miami Hurricanes or Florida Gators?
No thanks.

17. Last time you went to Six Flags?
It's been a long time.

18. Do you have any wallpaper in your house?
No.

19. Closest thing to you that is yellow:
The only things i can find in this room that are yellow, honestly, are a Post-It Note with "SEPT 1 5 2005" stamped on it, a yellow marshmallow-flavored Peep bunny hard candy in a tiny bag, and a talking Pikachu figure, and they're all about the exact same distance from me.

20. Last person to give you a business card?
Um.

21. Who is the last person you wrote a check to?
It's been many many years since i've used checks.

22. Closest framed picture to you?
Um. None.

23. Last time you had someone cook for you?
I cook for me all the time.

24. Have you ever applied for welfare?
Not yet. Heh.

25. How many emails do you have?
Two that i use regularly. One that i use sometimes. And some more inactive ones, assuming the accounts are still there.

26. Last time you received flowers?
Heh, probably that one Valentine's Day.

27. Do you think the sanctity of marriage is meant for only a man & woman?
"Sanctity of marriage"? With a fifty percent divorce rate, is there such?

28. Do you play air guitar?
No.

29. Has anyone ever proposed to you?
Yes.

30. Do you take anything in your coffee?
Yeah. Lots of sugar, lots of cream or milk.

31. Do you have any Willow Tree figurines?
Um, no, and also, what's that?

32. What is/was your high school's rival mascot?
Rival? i followed school sports so little i don't even remember what mine was.

33. Last person you spoke to from high school?
Errr... Um... Julie?

34. Last time you used hand sanitizer?
No idea. Probably when i was in NC.

35. Would you like to learn to play the drums?
Almost did in school.

36. What color are the blinds in your living room?
White.

38. Last thing you read in the newspaper?
Heh. Newspaper.

39. What was the last pageant you attended?
...

40. What is the last place you bought pizza from?
Um.

41. Have you ever worn a crown?
Do you count the one's from Burger King? <- Kept.

42. What is the last thing you stapled?
Paper. Shocking. <- Kept. What else do you staple, unless you're a doctor?

43. Did you ever drink clear Pepsi?
Yep.

44. Are you ticklish?
Painfully so.

45. Last time you saw fireworks?
When I was standing in my yard before the 4th of July. <- Kept. Change "before" to "on".

46. Last time you had a Krispy Kreme doughnut?
See 34.

47. Who is the last person that left you a message & you actually returned?
Um, if you count messages online, Darla.

48. Last time you parked under a carport?
...

49. Do you have a black dog?
No.

51. Are you an aunt or uncle?
No.

52. Who has the prettiest eyes that you know of?
I've seen lots of pretty, unusual-colored eyes in my life.

53. Last time you saw a semi truck?
I live one mile from like five truck stops. Harder to not see them.

54. Do you remember Ugly Kid Joe?
...and i hate everything about you! Nope, no idea who that is. <.< Actually, i just heard that song the other day on AGI, otherwise i'd probably not remember.

55. Do you have a little black dress?
Uh. No. But i have removed them in my time.

1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you want it and what would you get?
I'd get a stylized seahorse/five thingy, or an ankh, but... unless i HAD to, i doubt i'd ever be able to decide on anything. Where? Um. Somewhere i don't have to see it if i don't want to.

2. If you HAD to dye your hair which color would you choose?
Probably black, again.

3. If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you get?
Eyebrow, i guess...

4. If you HAD to change your name...what new name would you choose?
Erik. Don't ask why i know that.

THE "IF YOU COULD" SECTION

5. If you COULD go bungee jumping, would you?
I CAN, but no.

6. Would you move somewhere else, if you COULD?
Yes.

7. If you were given the chance to go to Paris, WOULD you go?
If it was free, otherwise, i have no desire to go.

8. if you found 10 million dollars, and it was YOURS to spend, what would you buy?
A house, a car, a computer, lots of games, anime, and art supplies. Now, what would i PAY for is a different question...

THE "LET'S SAY" SECTION

10. Let's say the President called you. How would the conversation go?
"Um, you're calling me... why? You must have the wrong number. Also, your war is fail."

11. Lets say you had to eat a tarantula for $10,000...would you?
I could try.

12. Let's say you could bring one person back from the dead...who would you bring back?
Einstein. No, wait, Jesus, then i'd really have this Aramgeddon thing started.

13. Let's say you could star in any movie (made or in the works) what movie?
I will play Serpentor in "G.I. Joe Vs. Transformers", this i command!! Actually, i'd love to do voice work in any non-kiddie animated movie or anime, or dub kung fu movies or something.

THE "FAVORITES" SECTION

14.] colors?
Black. Silver.

15. Song?
Not sure right now. Haven't been listening to a whole lot of music lately.

16.] shirt you own?
I wear my holographic Atari logo-on-black t-shirt most often.

17.] electronic device?
PC, PS2, DVD player, and DreamCast get equal use.

18.] movie?
"Kung Fu Hustle".

19 book?
I like Haruki Murakami and Neil Gaiman books best.

20. pair of shoes?
I don't own shoes. I have a pair of boots. With buckles on them.

21. hair color?
Um. Anything but dyed blonde, mostly.

22. eye color?
Orange, blood, yellow, grey, green... and i've known people with all of the above.

THE "OTHER STUFF" SECTION

23. what makes your bedroom unique?
Um. My stuff is in it?

25. Do you go to parties?
Technically i do, but i don't.

26 What's your favorite season of the year?
Autumn-Winter.

27 What is the color of the shirt you're wearing?
Black.

THE "RANDOM" SECTION

28. What's the last mistake you made?
I just typed "Bespa Lumamero" instead of "Bespa Kumamero" in a search box.

29. Is the sun shining?
Yes. The sun is always shining. Has been for millions of years.

30. Can you successfully blow up and tie a balloon?
Sure.

31. Do you like text messaging?
I never have, so...

32. Are you having a good/bad hair day?
I don't think i've even looked at my hair today.

33. What was your last purchase?
Hm.

34. What are your plans for later?
Eat Thai food, watch Cinematech NE, play EarthBound, probably.

35. Who's your celebrity crush?
Rosario Dawson (duh), Mika Izumi (contestant on Kunoichi/Ninja Warrior... Is she a "celebrity"? Who cares? She's awesome.), Aja De Coudreaux ("Basura" from "Who Wants To Be A Superhero?" Best superhero costume EVER, and she seems like she rocks... Actually, i just found her on MySpace and she so totally does rock). ;P

36. Is there any drama in your life?
::shrug::.

37. What song do they need to stop playing on the radio?
Most everything.

38. Are you content with life right now?
Not especially.

39. Does anyone like you?
Doubt it.

40. What is your current obsession?
EarthBound/DOA 2: Special Edition/MUDding.

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[chibimermaid.livejournal.com]

::poke::

[fifthdream.livejournal.com]

Haha, hi there. I can't believe you found this post. I'm a little embarrassed.

So, how are you? Read you were in a car accident recently. How are things now?

(By the way, "...Superhero?" got boring after you left the show. You were totally robbed.)