Words Belong Here.

[fifthdream]

A survey. With lyrics. And still being quite open. Stolen from Aeri.


1. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
Yeah.

2. Who’s the last person you had a sleepover with?
Friends, years ago.

3. Do you swear often?
Yeah.

4. Are you crushing?
Mmm, i don't know. Words for things such as this are never... fully correct.

5. When was the last time you cried?
July, 2006. Though i've been getting close, lately.

6. Do you use lyrics to express how you feel?
No, because no random lyrics can express it. But this comes close:

Anna Tsuchiya, "Kuroi Namida" (translated from the original Japanese).

I can't even count how many nights i've prayed that tomorrow never comes.
I need something so i can go on living my simple life as i did before.
When you can't even believe in yourself, what should you believe in?
The answer is so close, i can't see it.

In me, who's shedding black tears, there's nothing but sadness...
I can't put it into words.
My whole body is aching.
And i can't take this, being alone...

Is that the most difficult thing in this world,
To live on without changing myself?
If i could have something from you, i'd want something intangible;
I don't need anything else to break.

Even if i cry black tears and scream,
Tomorrow will still come with an indifferent face.
If i'm going to keep being battered
By the same pain every day,
Then i want to go far away,
Even though i know it's selfish of me...

In me, who's shedding black tears, there's nothing but sadness...
I can't put it into words.
My whole body is aching.
And i can't do this on my own.

Even if i cry black tears and scream,
Tomorrow will come with an indifferent face.
If i'm going to keep being battered
By the same pain every day,
Then i want to go far away,
Even though i know it's selfish of me...

7. Are you ashamed of your past?
A little, sometimes.

8. Where does your grandma live?
N/A.

9. Anyone close to you ever died?


10. Who’s always there for you unconditionally?
I don't know that anyone is, but there are some who are there for me more than anyone, and i love them more than words can say for that.

11. What is your favorite TV show?
I watch about three shows these days.

12. What was the last song you downloaded?
"Secret World" from the anime Tactics, cuz Ashe was talking about it and made me want it.

13. Who was the last person you yelled at?
I have no idea.

14. What was the last compliment you received?
Aeri tells me i'm awesome so much, i'm beginning to believe it. A little.

15. Do you have a laptop?
Yes. But it's not a computer.

16. Are you going on vacation in the summer?
No.

17. Do you ride roller coasters?
I have. But to say i *do* is a bit strong.

18. When was the last time you saw your best friend?
I've seen two of them in the last couple of weeks.

19. What’s your full name?
My full name is None Of Your Business.

20. Have you ever thought about turning gay?
Nope.

21. Do you have good memories with old friends?
Sure.

22.Have you ever changed in the car?
Maybe partially.

23. Are you wearing a necklace?
No.

24. What jewelry can you not live without?
I love my ankh necklace and my rings.

25. Would you date the person who posted this?
Well, that's an awkward question, now isn't it?

26. Happy with life?
Nope.

27. Do you regret anything that you have done?
Of course.

28. What are you doing tonight?
Sleeping soon, hopefully.
ALSO:
Your mom.

29. Do you trust people?
No. But i'm inclined to be more open to some than others.

30. If you were someone else, would you be friends with you?
Nah, probably not.

31. What is something you say when you’re mad?
Nothing special.

32. What family member do you look like?
::Shrug.::

33. What friend will be coming over to your house next?
Um.

34. Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes.

35. Who is number 1 on your MySpace top friends?
My Sister.

37. Do you like messages or comments better?
Neither, i like both, but i get neither. ::Shrug.::

38. What is your favorite beverage?
Iced Tea.

40. What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid?
Um. I didn't very often. I had Flinstones ones occasionally, though.

41. What is the last thing you ate?
Tuna salad sandwich and some crackers, with ginger ale and iced tea.

42. Did you get any compliments today?
Yes.

43. What are you going to do after this?
Sleep, i hope.

44. Are most of your friends guys or girls?
Girls. There are a couple of guys i consider friends, but i'm much closer to girls. Not that i wouldn't maybe want to be closer to my guy friends, it just doesn't really happen that way.

45. Are you friends with your neighbors?
I don't even know what they look like.

46. What do you do before you sleep?
None of your business. <.<

47. Where have you lived throughout your life?
Illinois, Virginia, North Carolina, My Head.

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