Onegai.

[fifthdream]

Another one, because i like to avoid reality.

Stolen from Aeri, again.



[1.] Name one person who is on your mind right now?
Darla and Aeri, because i just talked to Darla, and i stole this from Aeri. Simple explanations are often best.

[2]. Do you think your life has been good so far?
Compared to some people, i suppose.

[3]. Where is the last place you went?
I can't remember.

[4]. Who is the last person you called?
I called Darla's cell phone.

[5]. Who is the last person you texted?
Probably my sister.

[6]. Who is the last person who called you?
Darla. Broken record.

[7]. Who is the last person who texted you?
I don't have anything to be "texted" on.

[8]. Other than yours where was the last house you slept at?
Hmm. Shae's, probably. It's been years.

[9].Do you already have plans for this weekend?
Nope.

[10]. Ever cheated on anyone?
No.

[11]. Been cheated on?
Probably not. Well, maybe.

[12]. Have you ever thought that you were in love?
I always thought it.

[13]. Ever been caught having sex?
Caught by who? In any case, one other peron knew what i was doing the whole time. ;P

[14]. Have you ever slept with someone on the first date?
Hmm. Sort of. Wouldn't call it a "date"...

[15]. What is your favorite body type to cuddle with?
Um. I'm not picky.

[16]. Do you look like your mom or dad?
Hmm, not sure. I've got some of both, i guess.

[17]. Do you have siblings?
Yes.

[18]. Do you smile often?
Only if i'm talking to certain people.

[19]. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
I highly doubt it. Who would think of me?

[20]. Could you be a vegetarian?
Probably not. I guess if all meat was suddenly poisonous, i could, but i'd hate it. (And don't any of you dare tell me meat IS poisonous; I'll take none of your hippie propaganda.)

[21]. Are you sentimental?
Yeah, too much, really.

[22]. Ever thought someone was "the one"?
Yeah. I guess i think that every time.

[23]. What do you think your wedding song will be?
Get me married, then we'll talk music.

[24]. What is your middle name?
Confidential. You figure it out.

[25]. Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
I have creativity. If it's possible to have love without beauty, then i don't need it. So there's only one left.

[26]. Do you wish on stars?
Yes. I need to find hope wherever i can get it.

[27]. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
My boots don't have laces.

[28]. What is the most disgusting food you've ever eaten?
I guess when you think about it, cow brains, but it's not really disgusting. I'd say tomatoes.

[29]. Would you kill someone?
Probably not. Too much effort. I'd rather just make nearly everyone disappear.

[30]. When did you last cry?
I dunno. Couple of weeks ago. I can't do it for myself anymore, though.

[31]. If you were making a movie about yourself, what would it be about?
It would be about five minutes long, and it would still be boring.

[32]. Have you ever met anyone famous?
Lots, actually.

[33]. Do you like your handwriting?
My fake handwriting, maybe. My real handwriting doesn't actually make words.

[34]. Who are you jealous of?
Almost everyone.

[35]. What is your favorite lunchmeat?
Pastrami.

[36]. Do you have any habits?
Um. Who doesn't?

[37]. Are you a friendly person?
I try. I'll rage on stupid people, but if you aren't, i can be pleasant.

[38]. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
Doubt it.

[39]. Do looks matter?
Unfortunately.

[40]. What is your favorite school subject?
Is?

[41]. Are you keeping a secret from the world?
Sure.

[42]. Do you regret anything?
Sure.

[43].When was the last time you really cried your heart out?
I don't know that i have.

[44].Ever cried yourself to sleep?:
Sure.

[45].Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
Nope. Never really had anyone like that.

[46].Do you cry when you get an injury?
"Do" implies doing so currently, and i try not to injure myself.

[47].Do songs make you cry?:
Not anymore.

[48].What can make you happy?
Certain people.

[49].Do you wish you were happier?
"always." <- agreed.

[50].What makes you the happiest?
See 48.

[51].Is being happy overrated?:
No. It's the only thing worth achieving.

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h a t e section

Who do you actually hate:
I don't hate. I forget. Anyone i would hate is forgotten long before "hate" can develop.

Have you ever been on a hit list?:
Um.

Are you a mean bully?:
Am i a bully at all?

Do you dislike any one that breaks your heart
Your question is awkward. Do you mean "does it break my heart to dislike someone" or "do i dislike anyone who has broken my heart"?

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s e l f - e s t e e m section

Is your self-esteem extremely low?:
Absolutely.

Ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you werent good enough?:
I don't know that it would have been articulated in so many words.

Do you wish you can be someone else?:
Always.
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L//O/O/K/ /A/T/ /M/E/

x Whats your natural hair color?
Cardboard brown.

x What is your current hair color?
Ditto.

x Current Piercings?:
None.

x Any other Piercings that you want?:
Probably not anymore.

x Long or Short Hair?:
Short.

x Straight or Curly?
Um, too short to tell.

/C/U/R/R/E/N/T/L/Y/ W/E/A/R/I/N/G/

x What shirt are you wearing?
Plain black t-shirt.

x Rings?
Not on me right now.

x Braclets?:
No.

x Is your hair up or down?
...

/T/H/I/S/ O/R/ /T/H/A/T/

Rock or Rap?:
"rock", which is too broad.

Coffee or Hot Cocoa:
Coffee, usually, but i sometimes get in a mood for hot... err, chocolate. I can't bring myself to say that other word.

Smoothies or Shakes:
Depends on what i'm in the mood for.

Baseball or Softball:
Don't like sports.

Wild Night out or Romantic Night in:
um. i don't go "out", so the other one, i guess.

Chocolate or Vanilla:
Vanilla.

Bracelet or Necklace:
I wear necklaces, so that.

Pink or Purple?
Purple, if i have to choose.

Sleep in or Early to rise:
I don't believe in your sleep-at-night world. I get up in the late afternoon, but it usually isn't enough sleep. So you judge "sleep in or early to rise".

Beach or Boardwalk:
Neither.

Hoodie or Tee Shirt:
It's usally both at the same time, no?

Night Or Day:
Night.

White or Black:
Black.

Love or fun:
Um, no wonder people have problems. If it's one or the other, you must be miserable.

California or Florida:
Neither.

Simple Plan or Good Charlotte:
Go to hell.

Babe or Baby:
What?

/H/A/V/E/ Y/O/U/ E/V/E/R/

Drank Alcohol?:
Um. Yes.

Hugged someone?
... Is this really a question? Are there people in the world who have NEVER been hugged?

Been on the phone until the sun came up?:
Yes. I miss it.

Been on the computer until the sun came up?:
Every single day.

Gone Skinny dipping?:
No.

Laughed so hard you pissed in your pants?
If i did, i was very young.

Slept over the same sexs house?:
Yes. And "sexs" isn't a word.

Slept over the opposite sexs house?:
Yes.

Snuck out?:
No. Why should i have to sneak?

Lied to your parents about where you were going?:
Doubt it.

/T/H/E/ L/A/S/T/

Person you talked to in person?:
My sister.

Person you talked to online?:
My sister.

Person you talked to on the phone?:
Darla. As if you didn't know by now.

Do you like surveys:
I don't know about "like", but they help me waste time and not think so much.

Do you ever wonder what your life will be like 10 years down the road?
Not wo much "wonder" as "worry".

You get along with your parents?:
Sure.

Are you old enough to vote?:
... Yes.

Are you happy?
Mostly no.

Are you sad?:
Mostly yes.

You have mental breakdowns?:
Breakdowns? Probably not. But i'm sure i've developed some cracks on the edges.

Did you ever tell you parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school?:
Yeah, pretty much for an entire year. Doesn't mean i felt good.

Do you have a cell phone:
No. Thank you for asking this time, instead of assuming.

-Current Mood:
Lonely and unsettled.

-Current Music:
No music, just TV.

-Current Hair:
Short, and just there.

-Current Annoyance:
Feeling like i'm about to get panicky.

-Current Longing:
God, there is so much i wish i had right now.

-Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing:
Living.

-Current desktop picture?:


-Current Favorite Music:
A few select songs.

-Current Favorite Book:
I've not been reading much, lately.

-Current CD In Stereo:
One i made.

Current Refreshment:
Iced tea.

-Current Worry:
Too many to list.

I'm depressed and lonely tonight. Good time to finish watching Gantz. And to take a long nap.

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