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I had this really awful dream the whole time i slept. Well, it was actually like a series of dreams that all fit in the same world. I'm going to tell you what i remember, because this dream literally took hours, and i can remember a lot, but not all. If i do remember more, which i suspect i will, i will add the details later.

It started out as one of my, what i call "airplane" or "sky" dreams, where something is in the sky, a blimp, and fighter jet... one time even the moon, that turned into a statue as it fell... something that is crashing down into the neighborhood where i lived as a kid. Sometimes it's more than one thing crashing to the ground, like hundreds of blimps on fire, smashing into houses. Usually it's just one fighter jet-type plane.

Anyway, it starts out as this type of dream. I'm in the street at night. There are other people, who i don't know, and it seems like we're celebrating, like it's the 4th of July. There are fireworks, and sparklers, and it's happy. The dream eventually changes, and a large fighter jet, one side of it on fire, is coming towards the neighborhood, and about to crash *somewhere* near us. (This is how the dreams always go... it's going to crash, it's coming right towards me, usually it hits a couple of blocks back, but fire and debris shower down on me. Fortunately, i usually wake up before anything hits me. It all seems very real. Also, it usually happens at sunrise/sunset [i can't tell], but sometimes at night, like this time.) Anyway, the jet crashes a couple of blocks behind my house, but fire and pieces of the plane, some tiny, like screws and bolts, and some huge, like the firey wing, come showering down on me.

Somewhere around here that part of the dream ended and a new one began. There were soldiers or police or something on the street. Three or four of them, scattered around, looking like they're searching for something. They have red helmets that cover their ears and have black chin pads, and red, black, and grey camouflage. It wasn't the ordinary blotchy camouflage like the brown and green kind, it was more in the shapes of triangles. They had heavy boots, and shoulder pads. I could tell they were not the good guys.

At some point the dream turned into one of my "searching" dreams. I look all over for some object or type of object (a toy, some clothes, a book, the bathroom) but never find it. This time i was looking for clothes, because i needed some to take with me to hide.

There were lots of parts of the dream i remember, but i can't remember how they are connected. There were parts with me looking for clothes. Parts with me realizing there are heavy curtains on the window. Parts where i was trying to get past the windows without anyone seeing me. Lots of stuff with me trying not to be seen by others, because i knew there were people on the street, and that it wouldn't be good to be seen.

I remember one part, where i was online, and i somehow knew that "they" were watching what i was doing. I knew that if anyone signed on, and weren't with the service of.. whoever these bad people were, you would automatically be switched over to their service, so they could watch what you do. The same was for the phone; they listened to everything.

There's more to it, but i'll skip to the big last part i remember. I got on the phone, knowing they could hear. I called a national radio show to try to get my "message" out. I was talking to the woman on the radio show, saying that there were these people, some kind of evil government or something who had taken over some area that included my neighborhood. I knew the rest of the United States wasn't like this, so i kept pleading for someone to do something about this, to tell the government to come help us. All this time, "they" were listening. To demonstrate that i should stop talking, they had *almost* (it was still twitching) killed a big black dog in my yard. It was feet-up and wiggling its toes. I didn't stop talking, i kept pleading for help for this area where the "bad guys" were. "They" didn't like this. They were out in my yard carving a big circle in it, placing markers at certain points, like a big symbol, showing me that if i should shut up. I remember the circle was so large in my yard, that they had to remove the fence my dog lived in, and she was running around loose, and i was trying to find her.

It was pretty hectic at that point, but i woke up somewhere around here. These dreams were really scary, and very realistic. I blame it on the fact that i was reading Anne Frank's diary before i went to bed. -s- Anyway, i just wanted to get that out.

Here's an IM i got. I didn't get permission to post it; i don't need it. -s-

xLIVINGxWATERx: Please allow me this brief moment in time to share the Good News with you. The Good News is that there is no condemnation for those that trust in Jesus. Turn away from sin and unfaithfulness and put your trust and faith in Jesus Christ. When He died on the cross, He took the punishment for all our sins. Then He rose from the dead, defeating death. Confess your sins to God, put your faith in Jesus, and you will pass from death into eternal life. http://url.delted.so/no.one.will/~have.to.be/subjected.to.it.html

Five FIeas: Why do you assume i don't have Jesus in my life? May i ask you that?

Five FIeas: I'm waiting for a response. Or do you just have a 'bot randomly IMing people? Or is it that you don't even KNOW why, that you just do this "just because"?

xLIVINGxWATERx: sorry, thought i answered your question.

Five FIeas: i just IMed you, you didn't say anything.

xLIVINGxWATERx: I said that I'm not a mind reader so I share the good news with everyone

Five FIeas: But maybe some people don't need to know, because they already do, or because they don't care, or have another faith that they believe in.....

xLIVINGxWATERx signed off at 4:29:42 PM.

At this point, he had a huge warning level, and i think it kicked him off. -s- Too bad, i had lot's more to say.....

I should get Erica to teach me the cut tag. -s-