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[fifthdream]

I went outside to get the mail earlier, and it was almost chilly. It's been over 90 degrees every day here for about 10 days, but right now it's not even 70. It was breezy, and cloudy, and nice. I've got my window open wide for the first time in a long while, and i've got the shades open because i have a nice view of the cloudy sky from my room. It feels good in here, and it's nice to breathe some fresh air. I need it. It gets claustrophobic in here sometimes. Open shades and fresh air make it less so.

I'm working on breaking a couple of habits i have, and trying to pick up a couple of others. It gives me something to work on. I should have done it before, but it didn't annoy me much before; it was just kind of there. Nothing big, but something i feel like doing. :)

I've actually played a video game a couple of times since last night. That's a good sign. Video games are a great hobby for me. I used to think i was addicted to them, but i realize i'm not. To be addicted to something, it must be somehow important to you, and you must need it in some way. I LOVE games. They're great fun, and amuse me bunches, but i don't feel any importance in them. That's why they're a hobby. Now, what do you call something you like to do that IS important? My drawing is like that to me. It matters to me. I feel bad if i neglect it. Hmm...

I didn't even plan on writing anything.

I wonder if it will rain.

I would like it if it rained.