"He's slowly learning how to unplay the guitar."

[fifthdream]

I might quite possibly be in the worst mood i've been in in a year. Yay for feeling like i'm the butt of some huge, horrible, malicious joke. My stomach is a knot, and there's nothing i can do to make it go away. Can't sleep, and when i can eat, it doesn't make the churning stop. So, to celebrate: Surveys.

1. How many people have you kissed in the past 6 months?
None.

2. What's your middle name?
Not telling you, stalker.

3. Would you rather spend a whole day with your mom or your dad?


4. Where will you be 12 hours from now?
I don't have any idea.

5. Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
Supremely easy. In fact, some seem to be making it their duty to do so.

6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
I'll probably have on whatever i have on now.

8. When did your last relationship end?
A few years ago.

9.Does anyone hate you for no reason?
It's quite possible, but i'd have to have contact with them to know for sure.

10. Can you make yourself cry?
Yes.

11.How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Three?

12. Is your life simple or complicated?
Right now? Way more complicated than it should be.

13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Yeah.

15.How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
How would i know?

16. Do you know anyone who lives in Wyoming?
No.

17.Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an S?
Probably not.

18.Have you ever passed out from drinking too much?
No.

19.What are you doing tomorrow?
No idea.

20. Are you easily confused?
Only by human behavior. Most times it makes absolutely no sense at all.

21.Do you think you would make a good parent?
Yeah.

22. What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
Egg nog, peppermint, vanilla.

23. What was your last place of employment?
I monitored news programs and wrote synopses.

24.Are you taller than 5'4"?
Yes.

25.Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Oh, yes.

26.Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
Mostly? I guess 100% is "mostly".

27.What color are your socks?
Which ones? I'm not wearing any, currently.

28. Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it?
Yep.

29. Do you fall for people easily?
No, in that it's very rare for me to like anyone in any way at all, but yes, in that when it happens, it's pretty quick.

30. True or False: Everything happens for a reason.
Yes, in that there's cause and effect for every event, no, in that so much happens that makes no sense.

31. Have you ever dated someone more than once?
No. Well kinda.

32. Who all have you texted today?
I've never texted anyone ever.

33. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
I was worried about someone.

34. Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
Yes.

35. Have you ever kissed any of your top friends?
No.

35. Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing?
More than anything else. Especially right now.

36. Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
Mmm-hmm. I'd settle for just having contact with them. Things to talk about.

37. When is the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends?
Uhh, who is number 3?

38. What are you listening to right now?
Unwrapped on Food Network.

39. How has the week been?
Pretty horrible.

40. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
Oh god, yes. See #36.

1. To whom did you last give the finger?
Someone on TV.

2. If you had 1,000 dollars what would you buy?
A PC.

3. What was the last drink you spilled on yourself?
::Shrug.:: I don't tend to do that.

4. Are you different now than you were six months ago?
I don't know.

5. Have you kissed a girl in the last three days?
No.

6. When/Where was the last photograph you took?
I have no idea. It's been a long while, i'm guessing.

7. Where were you last night around 9:30?
I have no idea.

8. What do you think of guys that wear eyeliner?
What's to think?

9. How many hours did you last sleep?
Three, tops.

10. Who was the last person to whom you spoke on the phone for over an hour?
Ash(e), probably.

11. Justin Timberlake shows up at your door, what do you do?
Not open the door.

12. How was the last egg you ate prepared?
Fried, put on a sandwich.

13. When did you last wear sunglasses?
Many years ago.

14. Ever worn your underwear backwards?
By accident for a few seconds.

15. Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
No idea.

16. Does it bother you when people put && before every sentence and ;; after?
Huh?

17. What animal did you last pet or hold?
Nasubi, the ferret.

18. What was the last law you broke?
::Shrug.::

19. What are you wearing?
Black t-shirt, grey sweat pants and underwear, black glasses.

20. What did you think of your last kiss?
Wtf is with all these last kiss questions?

21. What was the last newspaper you read or skimmed?
No idea.

22. What was the last word written on your hand?
Why would i remember that?

23. What was the last hair product you used?
Shampoo?

24. What was the last text message you received?
N/A.

25. What was the last medication (Rx or OTC) you took?
I can't remember.

26. Who was the last person to make you really laugh?
I can't remember. It's been a while.

27. To what song did you last sing along?
The theme to Jayce And The Wheeled Warriors, over and over for about 40 minutes last night. Seriously.

28. What was the last instrument played in your presence?
Um.

29. What was the last superstitious thing you did?
Almost anything i do is superstitious.

30. What's the last good book you read?
All the way through? "After Dark" by Haruki Murakami.

1. What book has had the most profound effect on you?
Er. Books don't tend to do that to me because either a) i'm not reading "profound" books, or B) i was already aware of most of the concepts in it.

2. Who was your first kiss and was it worth it?
NOYB, and i guess so.

3. What are your nicknames?
FifthDream, mostly.

4. If you could speak another language what would it be?
Japanese.

5. What is your favorite color and what does it remind you of?
Black. Neutrality.

6. What made you love the love of your life?
Is there such?

7. What does Autumn/fall remind you of?
That i'm happy Summer is over, and it's getting cooler.

12. What is the first quote that comes to mind?
When you ask me what is on my mind, or the first thing that comes to mind, it goes blank immediately. I assume that's a defense mechanism.

13. Have you ever had stitches?
Yes.

14. Do you have a bible hero?
Um. What?

15. What were you like when you were little?
Happy, bissfully unaware.

16. Would you rather get a love letter in the mail or online?
Mail, but any would be nice.

17. Which one of your friends is mostly likely to put you in your place?
I don't tend to need to be.

21. What person has had the greatest influence on you?
No idea.

22. Do you like animals?
Yes, i do.

23. What's your favorite treat?
This banana bread i made is pretty good. i'd love some ice cream, though.

24. Do you believe that there are ghosts that roam the earth?
::Shrug.::

25. What are the greatest words a boy ever said you?
Um.

26. What is your favorite cd of all time?
"Wish" by The Cure. Oh god, i'd better not think too much about it right now, or i'll listen to it and depress myself even further.

27. Where would you rather be right now?
Somewhere away from my thoughts.

28. What's your favorite song?
No.

29. What do you think of your grandparents?
Never really knew them.

30. If you were going to get a Tattoo, what would it be?
If i ever thought of something i wanted, i'd probably get it, but i haven't.