0658pm07242002

[fifthdream]

what's on your bedside table?
I don't have one, but i have a bowl of candy, a stack of magazines and sketchbooks, a couple of gameboys, a book, a couple of stuffed animals and a fan next to my bed.

what's the geekiest part of your music collection?
The cd i burned of Metroid remixes...

what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
Whatever i can find...

what is your secret guaranteed weeping film?
I have no idea.

if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
Hrm.

do you have a completely irrational fear?
No. I fear the everyday.

What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
Nothing little. It's very obvious. I laugh nervously, fidget, my voice cracks, i avoid eye contact, etc.

do you ever have to beg?
In a way. Sometimes i want to beg, but it wouldn't get me anywhere, i think. So instead i spill my guts in a not-so-constructive way...

do you have too many love interests?
No.

do you know anyone famous?
I have contact with famous people occasionally.

describe your bed:
An air matress with a think bedspread, two blankets, and two pillows.

spontaneous or plan?
Plan. Always a plan. Plans are good. I like knowing everything ahead of time. Always.

who should play you in a movie about your life?
Me.

do you know how to play poker?
Yes.

what do you carry with you at all times?
My Pokemon Pikachu GS, a necklace, and my glasses...

how do you drive?
I don't.

what do you miss most about being little?
Almost everything. People liked you for no reason. You could do as you pleased. You didn't have to be anything for anybody. No one gave up on you for your faults. You could pretend, and play, and be happy without worrying that it would make someone else think less of you... up to a point.....

are you happy with your given name?
More than i was when i was a kid...

what color is your bedroom?
Beige floor and walls, with the walls covered in brightly-colored posters and pictures.

what was the last song you were listening to?
Probably the Nirvana song Erica downloaded for me, "Verse, Chorus, Verse"... I had the cd, but it broke. I missed the song.

have you ever been in a school play?
A couple of times.

have you ever been in love?
Yes.

do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
Not as much as i thought i did.

have you ever done any illegal drugs?
No.

do you think you're cute?
No.

do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
Yes. Too nice. I'm realizing that now.

do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend, or your friends?
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