36.5 - 37.

I can't even count how many nights i've prayed that tomorrow never comes.
I need something so i can go on living my simple life as i did before.
When you can't even believe in yourself, who should you believe in?
The answer is so close that i can't see it.

In me, who's shedding black tears, there's nothing but sadness...
And i can't even say it. My whole body is aching.
And i can't take this, being alone.