fifthdream: (Nana Anime - blah blah blah)

A survey. With lyrics. And still being quite open. Stolen from Aeri. )

fifthdream: (naota)

Now i hear it snows... This year is getting colder. How i feel inside... losing my concentration...

Now i need more time. Somehow i'll make it through.

I just need. more. time.

Just let it slide, wasting time... Just keep it goin' and goin'.
Just let it slide, wasting life... Just keep it rollin' and rollin'.
Just make it loud in your room.
Just make it loud. No one cares.

Just let it slide.                     Yeah.





Also, Chocolate Mocha Kit Kats are the best candy bar ever made. Ever. And Vanilla Cranberry Crunch is close to being the best cereal ever made. Ever.

36.5 - 37.

Apr. 20th, 2007 09:13 am
fifthdream: (Nana - Mika Nakashima)

I can't even count how many nights i've prayed that tomorrow never comes.
I need something so i can go on living my simple life as i did before.
When you can't even believe in yourself, who should you believe in?
The answer is so close that i can't see it.

In me, who's shedding black tears, there's nothing but sadness...
And i can't even say it. My whole body is aching.
And i can't take this, being alone.

Metal.

Mar. 28th, 2007 08:29 am
fifthdream: (naota)

(For my own reference, mostly.)

towa ni utsu kono ichi PEEJI
hakanai senpou sono me ni
aigan sezumo hou ni aku tsunagou rou he

NOOTO ni moudoku bannou ni osore idaku
oouso no mousou ni yodare ga taema naku

sabaki hanzai toukatsu to hozaku
dare ga dakaisaku nado wakaru?

menzai no WAARUDO
seisai no WAADO

eru netsu masani "DESU PAIREETSU"
aganau houritsu GEEMU

zetsubou ZA BIRII
iza rinri
saa tomerarenai Eraser Rain
zetsubou ZA BIRII
iza rinri
saa tomerarenai Eraser Rain

tomerarenai Eraser Rain

akairo shita hakai no uta
owaranai no?
itsu kara hanbun NOIZU?


yo no naka ni hisomi rakka shita "are" wa nee ka?
dare ga kakikaeru sekai no kegare wa?
shoumetsu no rensa ni zawatsuku gekai
MASUTAA massatsu unmei no jibaku

menzai no WAARUDO
seisai no WAADO

eru netsu masani "DESU PAIREETSU"
aganau houritsu GEEMU

zetsubou ZA BIRII
iza rinri
saa tomerarenai Eraser Rain
zetsubou ZA BIRII
iza rinri
saa tomerarenai Eraser Rain

tomerarenai Eraser Rain

ai chie kurabe kinpaku
EGO no kussetsu SADISUTO
danpen janen no tettsui
ubare yuku seimei

gokuakunin ga houwa shikyuu zaininkiri
hantei! "jinken" "jiken" "zouo"
zouki hiroge zange
hokusoemu shinigami inga kankei naze?
shinsou mina shirienu sono aware

“KIRA”
We are the “KIRA”
My name is “KIRA”
Even your “KIRA”

“KIRA”
We are the “KIRA”
My name is “KIRA”
Even your “KIRA”

ue de yami sougi no shuraba shinri rongi PEACE ERAA munen nanmannen fubin
ue de yami sougi no shuraba shinri rongi PEACE ERAA munen nanmannen fubin

bou ransei zetsubou ni PEIN

zetsubou ZA BIRII
iza rinri
saa tomerarenai Eraser Rain
zetsubou ZA BIRII
iza rinri
saa tomerarenai Eraser Rain

Dancin' shinzou no Bloody
ai gouon na neiro wa sei
Dancin' shinzou no Bloody
ai gouon na neiro wa sei


tomerarenai unmei sa rensa REESU


English. )

fifthdream: (robert)

She walked out of her house and looked around at all the gardens that looked back at her house (like all the faces that quiz when you smile...) and he was standing at the corner where the road turned dark a part of shiny wet like blood the rain fell black down on the street and kissed his feet she fell her head an inch away from heaven and her face pressed tight and all around the night sang out like cockatoos.

"There are a thousand things" he said "i'll never say those things to you again" and turning on his heel he left a trace of bubbles bleeding in his stead and in her head a picture of a boy who left her lonely in the rain (and all around the night sang out like cockatoos...).

fifthdream: (Motoko And Laughing Man)

She's so cold and human... It's something humans do. She stays so golden solo. She's so number nine. She's incredible math. Just incredible math...

And is she really human? She's just so something new. A waking lithium flower just about to bloom. I smell lithium now. Smelling lithium now...

How is she when she doesn't surf? I wonder what she does when she wakes up. When she wakes up...

So matador, so calm, so oil on a fire... She's so good. She's so good. She's so goddess lithium flower. So sonic wave. Yeah. She's so groove, yeah.

Wow, where did she learn how to surf? You know i've never seen the girl wipe out.

How... does she so perfectly surf?
How... does she so perfectly surf?
How... does she so perfectly surf?
I wonder what she does when she wakes up.

I wanna go surfing with her.
I wanna go surfing with her.
I wanna go surfing with her.
I wanna go surfing with her...

fifthdream: (naota)

Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide. Voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time... The night is my companion, and solitude my guide. Would i spend forever here and not be satisfied?

Through this world i've stumbled, so many times betrayed, trying to find an honest word, to find the truth enslaved... Oh, you speak to me in riddles and you speak to me in rhymes. My body aches to breathe your breath. Your words keep me alive.

Into this night i wander. It's morning that i dread. Another day of knowing of the path i fear to tread. Oh, into the sea of waking dreams i follow without pride. 'Cuz nothing stands between us here, and i won't be denied.

And i would be the one to hold you down, kiss you so hard... I'll take your breath away. And after, i'd wipe away the tears. Just close your eyes, Dear.

Just close your eyes...


I have to admit i really do love this song. When it was newish, way way way before Sarah McLachlan was all over effing VH1 or whatever all the time, i bought the single, and i used to listen to it on repeat, every day, many many times, especially as i went to sleep. Her voice is just so incredible. I went to see her with a couple of friends back then, and heard it live, and it was one of those weird, clear moments where everything is just too amazing. (And there is SO much back story to that moment that i may never ever tell anyone.) ...There's a lot of backstory now, i thnk, that still gives it a lot of meaning.

Anyway, i probably haven't heard this song in literally years, and was digging through my collection, and randomly decided to rip it. As soon as it played, i was surprised to find that i not only knew every single word to it, but also that i can sing the hell out of it.

Maybe i'll cover it... a nice, sinister, creepy nasty stalker version. (That's the real story behind the song anyway. [Google "sarah mclachlan" possession lawsuit .] I'd love to play that up.)


fifthdream: (naota)

I'm becoming less defined as days go by, fading away, and well, you might say i'm losing focus, kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how i see myself. Sometimes i think i can see right through myself. Sometimes i can see right through myself.

Less concerned about fitting into the world.. your world that is... Cuz it doesn't really matter anymore. None of this really matters anymore.

Yes i am alone, but then again, i always was, as far back as i can tell. I think maybe it's because you were never really real to begin with. I just made you up to hurt myself. And it worked. Yes it did!

There is no you. There is only me.

Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be a scab and I had this funny feeling like i just knew it's something bad. I just couldn't leave it alone. I kept picking at the scab. It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut. But i climbed through.

Now i am somewhere i am not supposed to be, and i can see things i know i really shouldn't see. And now I know why, now... now i know why.

Things aren't as pretty on the inside.

There is no f**king you. There is only me.

Symphony.

Aug. 22nd, 2006 07:20 pm
fifthdream: (Nana - Cartoon)

I hate myself for loving you.
I hate myself for loving you.
I hate myself for loving you.
I hate myself.
I hate myself.

Honey.

Jul. 27th, 2006 05:20 pm
fifthdream: (naota)

My sweet honeybee, you are the one for me, no matter what your mother says. And if i could be most anything, i'd be the one that makes you sing with all your bloodstains on my bed. I want you to be two miles from the sun. With your bloody knees, two miles from the sun...

My sweet honeybee, lock you up with me and i'll soothe the aching from your head. And when i'm feeling down, i'll saw off both your hands and lick the sweat off of your feet. I want you to be two miles from the sun. With your bloody knees, two miles from the sun. I want you to feel two miles from the sun. Want you to be two miles... I'll be your sun.

I'll be your sun.

fifthdream: (naota)

You lie silent there before me. Your tears, they mean nothing to me. The wind howling at the window... The love you never gave, i give to you.

You really don't deserve it, but now there's nothing you can do. So sleep in your only memory of me.

So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me. Are you hiding away lost, under the sewers, maybe flying high in the clouds? Perhaps you're happy without me. So many seeds have been sown in the field and who could sprout up so blessedly. If I had died, i would have never felt sad at all.

You will not hear me say i'm sorry. Where is the light? Wonder if it's weeping somewhere...



Here's a lullaby to close your eyes. It was always you that i despised. I don't feel enough for you to cry. Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.

Goodbye.

fifthdream: (naota)

My playlist repeating for the last two hours:

She Wants Revenge, "Tear You Apart"
Fuzzbox, "Love Is The Slug"
Blue October, "Ugly Side", and "Hate Me"

What kind of creepy mood am i in?

I want to hold you close, skin pressed against me tight. Lie still, and close your eyes, girl... So lovely, it feels so right... I want to hold you close... Soft breasts, beating heart... as i whisper in your ear, i want to f**king tear you apart....

fifthdream: (naota)

You shatter me, your grip on me, a hold on me so dull it kills. You stifle me... infectious sense of hopelessness and prayers for rain...

I suffocate. I breathe in dirt. And nowhere shines but desolate and drab the hours all spent on killing time again, all waiting for the rain.

You fracture me, your hands on me, a touch so plain, so stale, it kills. You strangle me, entangle me,in hopelessness and prayers for rain. I deteriorate. I live in dirt. And nowhere glows but drearily and tired, the hours all spent on killing time, again, all waiting for the rain...

fifthdream: (naota)

Trust all stars.
Never ask your way around.
Buffalo is Venus.
Texas is a town.

Planets we know
do come and go
when meltable aliens
run toward the snow.
Missions are fine
but peace of mind
won't come from a boyfriend who lies all the time.

fifthdream: (naota)

I am not like i was before. I thought that nothing would change me. I was not listening anymore,
still you continued to affect me. I was not thinking anymore, although i said i still was. I'd said i don't want any more because of bad experience. But now i feel so different.

I had not seen freedom before, and i did not expect to. Don't let me forget now i'm here. Help me to help you to behold you.

I started off with many friends and we spent a long time talking. I thought they meant every word they said, but like everyone else they were stalling. And now they seem so different.

I should have hatred for you, but i do not have any... And i have always loved you. Oh, you have taught me plently. The whole time i'd never seen all you had spread before me. The whole time i'd never seen, all i need was inside me. Now, i feel so different.

I feel so different.

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